I'mma kooty monster!!!

ohNOS! 

It is very plain. I am being very lazy. But i like having my own domain, more then vox. Yay own domain.

Keeping vox for friend stuffage(though i never had many on here... :( )

Did you know...that if you are under 23, have no kids, and your parents are still alive (duh) you have to claim them when you do your FAFSA report? This is reguardless of if you live with them, this is reguardless of whether or not they pay for any of your schooling. This is completely and totally reguardless of whether or not your receive any finicial help from them what-so-ever. I'm a little aggervated. I don't see why I, at 22 years old...living on my own...making my own money...paying my own bills...and trying to put myself through college, should have to claim my parents. Their income in no way helps me out. But I do. So you add their income (each of which matches my own) to mine, and BAM! I'm suddenly to 'wealthy' to qualify for finicial aid...you know, until next year. When suddenly, at the ripe young age of 23, I become an adult??? So I don't know how I'll afford college this next semster.

Still coping...

The weather has been unbelievably nice the last two days...even this morning! Gorgeous! Now it's freezing. Guess who high tailed it out of the house without a coat?! Mmm...guilty. So I'll be sprinting to my car this evening.........OH! Wait, I'm in so much pain from out legs night at the gym that I can't. Ugh.

Anyway, the last few weeks have been interesting. We drove up to North Carolina for the funeral (an 18 hr drive...btw) in my poor little Kia. Being back now, and back at work I can hardly believe any of it really happened. Maybe it's some sort of denial? I'm not real sure, but it seems to be a grief that I'm just not dealing with. My mother seems to be doing alright, but my step-father left for a business trip to Vegas ASAP after the accident (not on purpose, duty calls). So I spent most the time he was gone with my mother. On the trip up there, it was decided that I'd move home for a couple of months. There are several reasons for this (all of which sound good...At the MOMENT). First off, my mother needs me. She really does right now, and I'm to far away to be there for her like she needs. Secondly, I'm not saving anymore atm. I'll never make it back out into an apartment of my own if I don't start getting some money saved up!!! I spend spend spend! Anyway, I can live there rent free and horde my funds like a mad women. SO sounds like a plan to me! I have a whole list of things I need to purches...starting with a new bed.

It's time to start eating healthy again as well! Starting next monday (or sunday) I'm hitting it hard! I have a very strick 'diet'...though the term should be used lightly. It's really just a much cleaner and healthier way of eating! It's very precise though. With everything that's been going on I've been eating like crazy, so I've gained back half the weight I'd lost. Bummer. It should take long once I start eating good again to work it off again. I plan to be muscle bound in a matter of months! Buwhahahahahaha!!! I guess it's worth mentioning that both one of my best friends, and my boyfriend are very much into nutrion and training. Go me...I think.

Ok well it's time for me to "sprint" (aka hobble as fast as I can) to my car in a borrowed jacket...Blek.

Ahh, now that I've got my internet BACK, I can start posting at BoardX again! Sweet!

Anyway, they have this cool little thing where they prompt you and you write a response (of any kind to it). I love it. Here's my latest one :)

Prompt

Do not fear the darkness of the path, because I will hold your hand throughout it. I will be your light, as you have been mine, and help to guide you through the dangers ahead and protect you from the ones behind. Never faulter in your stride, because no matter the cost I will be there to help you up if you stumble. Always walk with confidence knowing that I am there to stand you up when you fall. And never doubt that when we reach the end I will still be at your side ready for what ever life has planned for us next.

I'll be at your side always and forever.

Just sharing. Late.

What is your favorite dish on the Thanksgiving table?
Submitted by Kadeeae.  

Why, the Turkey of course!

All this chit-chat about Turkey Day has me thinking. I find it absolutely amazing how much my holidays have changed over the last couple of years. I went from literally rushing from house to house to see everyone in all my family, getting a shit ton of scrumptious food, and all the "ooo's" and "ahhh's" a girl could handle to a nice private dinner for three. Now, don't get me wrong I love spending time with just my parents, chilling, and having a nice dinner, but I also miss the hustle and bustle of a large family dinner. I haven't given up hope yet, I'm sure one of these days I'll get that back, but I'm defiantly not expecting it this year.

On a side note, I'm planning on having my resume done today, and turned in! I'm so excited and nervous. If I get this job it could mean some very very good things for me. So we'll see!

Ok, well after a long...(forced)haitus I am back! Not that it mattesr, all that much to be making a post like this. I'm not a big talker, I forget to post pretty often, and I don't really keep people up on my life. I try, but it never sticks. Either way, I'm still glad to be back. I moved out suddenly from my nasty, roach infested (thanks to my wonderful roomie!), creepy apartment (hence...the force haitus). Now I'm living with some friends, and life couldn't be better. I'm broke as a joke, but happy. Isn't that what matters? Even my kit-kat is happier. They are so much nicer to her then my past roommate was, and she loves it. Then again, who wouldnt? The dote on her like they've never seen a cat before (though they one one of their own), tell her how pretty and soft and sweet she is. I think it's all gone to her head. She's getting a little rotten, and refuses to listen......once again.

Anyway, over all, life is good. I'm working on a new, better paying job. And my love life is very slowly getting onto the track I want. Good thing I'm a semi-patient girl.